First Blog Post: Where Have I Been?!
Hello everyone. Welcome to my blog! I started this blog because I felt like this would be a great way to write out my thoughts and feelings about things in my life. This past month has been pretty interesting. It has definitely had its highs and lows but I think I'm accepting the fact that the lows are temporary (something I had a hard time coming to terms with). I took a month off from streaming because I needed time to heal myself emotionally. I was not in a great frame of mind back then. I was crying very often and had trouble sleeping. I couldn't focus on school...I actually struggled in one of my classes & ended up dropping it. I also found myself hating the way I looked. I feel like I always had low self-esteem about my body. I never like how it looked whenever I looked in a mirror and I often cried in the shower because I felt like there was nothing I could do to "fix" it. I felt helpless and an emotional wreck. On top of that, I lost 2 very special VODS o...